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.He'd left the lamp burning in the cabin and the softly lit window looked warm and inviting.Or it would have to other eyes.For himself he was done with all that and after he'd crossed the creek and taken the road he had to take he did not look back again.When he rode into the yard it was raining lightly and he could see them all at supper through the rainbleared glass of the kitchen window.He rode on toward the barn and then halted the horse and looked back.He thought it was like seeing these people in some other time before he'd ever come to the ranch.Or they were like people in some other house of whose lives and histories he knew nothing.Mostly they all just seemed to be waiting for things to be a way they'd never be again.He rode into the barn and dismounted and left the horse standing there and went to his room.The horses looked out over the stall doors and watched him as he passed.He did not turn on the light.He got his flashlight from the shelf and knelt and opened the footlocker and rummaged out his slicker and a dry shirt and he got the huntingknife that had belonged to his father from the bottom of the locker and the brown envelope that held his money and laid them on the bed.Then he stripped out of his shirt and put on the dry shirt and pulled on the slicker and put the huntingknife in the slicker pocket.He took some bills from the envelope and put the envelope back in the locker and closed the lid.Then he switched off the flashlight and set it back on the shelf and went out again.When he reached the end of the road he dismounted and tied the reins together over the saddlehorn and led the horse a ways back up the road sliding in the mud and then let go the cheekstrap and stepped away and slapped the horse on the rump and stood watching as it trotted off up the road in the heavy muck to disappear in the rain and the dark.The first lights that picked him up standing by the side of the highway slowed and stopped.He opened the car door and looked in.My boots are awful muddy, he said.Get in here, the man said.You cant hurt this thing.He climbed in and pulled the door shut.The driver put the car in gear and leaned forward and squinted out at the road.I cant see at night worth a damn, he said.What are you doin out in the rain like this?You mean aside from gettin wet?Aside from gettin wet.I just needed to get to town.The driver looked at him.He was an old rancher, lean and rawboned.He wore the crown of his hat round the way some old men used to do.Damn, son, he said.You a desperate case.It aint nothin like that.I just got some business to attend to.Well I reckon it must be somethin that wont keep or you wouldnt be out here, would you?No sir.I wouldnt.Well I wouldnt either.It's a half hour past my bedtime right now.Yessir.Errand of mercy.Sir?Errand of mercy.I got a animal down.He was bent over the wheel and the car was astraddle of the white center line.He looked at the boy.I'll get over if anything comes, he said.I know how to drive.I just cant see.Yessir.Who you work for?Mac McGovern.Old Mac.He's one of the good'ns.Aint he?Yessir.He is.You'd wear out a Ford pickup truck findin a better.Yessir.I believe I would.Got a mare down.Young mare.Tryin to foal.You leave anybody with her?My wife's at the house.At the barn, I should say.They drove.The rain slashed over the road in the lights and the wipers rocked back and forth over the glass.We'll be married sixty years April twentysecond.That's a long time.Yes it is.It dont seem like it, but it is.She come out here with her family from Oklahoma in a covered wagon.Got married we was both seventeen.We went to Dallas to the exposition on our honeymoon.They didnt want to rent us a room.Didnt neither one of us look old enough to be married.There aint been a day passed in sixty years I aint thanked God for that woman.I never done nothin to deserve her, I can tell you that.I dont know what you could do.BILLY PAID HIS TOLL at the booth and walked across the bridge.The boys along the river beneath the bridge held up their buckets on poles and called out for money.He walked down Juárez Avenue among the tourists, past the bars and curioshops, the shills calling to him from the doorways.He went into the Florida and ordered a whiskey and drank it and paid and went out again.He walked up Tlaxcala to the Moderno but it was closed.He tapped and waited under the green and yellow tiled arch.He walked around the side of the building and looked in through a broken corner in one of the barred windows.He could see the small light over the bar at the rear of the building.He stood in the rain looking out down the street where it lay in a narrow corridor of shops and bars and lowbuilt houses.The air smelled of dieselsmoke and woodfires.He went back to juárez Avenue and got a cab.The driver looked at him in the mirror.Conoce el White Lake?Sí.Claro.Bueno.Vámonos.The driver nodded and they pulled away.Billy sat back in the cab and watched the bleak streets of the bordertown pass in the rainy afternoon light.They left the paved road and went out through the mud roads of the outlying barrios.Vendors' burros piled high with cordwood turned away their heads as the taxi passed splashing through the potholes.Everything was covered with mud.When they pulled up in front of the White Lake Billy got out and lit a cigarette and took his billfold from the hip pocket of his jeans.I can wait for you, the driver said.That's all right.I can come in and wait.I might be a while.What do I owe you?Three dollars.You dont want me to wait for you?No.The driver shrugged and took the money and rolled the window back up and pulled away.Billy put the cigarette in his mouth and looked at the building there at the edge of the barrio between the mud and cratewood hovels and the pleated sheetiron walls of the warehouse.He walked on to the rear of the place and turned up the alley past the warehouse and knocked at the first of two doors and waited.He flipped the butt of the cigarette into the mud.He'd reached to knock at the door again when it opened and the old criada looked out.As soon as she saw him she tried to shut the door but he shoved it back open and she turned and went scuttling down the hallway with one hand atop her head crying out.He shut the door behind him and looked down the hall [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]
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.He'd left the lamp burning in the cabin and the softly lit window looked warm and inviting.Or it would have to other eyes.For himself he was done with all that and after he'd crossed the creek and taken the road he had to take he did not look back again.When he rode into the yard it was raining lightly and he could see them all at supper through the rainbleared glass of the kitchen window.He rode on toward the barn and then halted the horse and looked back.He thought it was like seeing these people in some other time before he'd ever come to the ranch.Or they were like people in some other house of whose lives and histories he knew nothing.Mostly they all just seemed to be waiting for things to be a way they'd never be again.He rode into the barn and dismounted and left the horse standing there and went to his room.The horses looked out over the stall doors and watched him as he passed.He did not turn on the light.He got his flashlight from the shelf and knelt and opened the footlocker and rummaged out his slicker and a dry shirt and he got the huntingknife that had belonged to his father from the bottom of the locker and the brown envelope that held his money and laid them on the bed.Then he stripped out of his shirt and put on the dry shirt and pulled on the slicker and put the huntingknife in the slicker pocket.He took some bills from the envelope and put the envelope back in the locker and closed the lid.Then he switched off the flashlight and set it back on the shelf and went out again.When he reached the end of the road he dismounted and tied the reins together over the saddlehorn and led the horse a ways back up the road sliding in the mud and then let go the cheekstrap and stepped away and slapped the horse on the rump and stood watching as it trotted off up the road in the heavy muck to disappear in the rain and the dark.The first lights that picked him up standing by the side of the highway slowed and stopped.He opened the car door and looked in.My boots are awful muddy, he said.Get in here, the man said.You cant hurt this thing.He climbed in and pulled the door shut.The driver put the car in gear and leaned forward and squinted out at the road.I cant see at night worth a damn, he said.What are you doin out in the rain like this?You mean aside from gettin wet?Aside from gettin wet.I just needed to get to town.The driver looked at him.He was an old rancher, lean and rawboned.He wore the crown of his hat round the way some old men used to do.Damn, son, he said.You a desperate case.It aint nothin like that.I just got some business to attend to.Well I reckon it must be somethin that wont keep or you wouldnt be out here, would you?No sir.I wouldnt.Well I wouldnt either.It's a half hour past my bedtime right now.Yessir.Errand of mercy.Sir?Errand of mercy.I got a animal down.He was bent over the wheel and the car was astraddle of the white center line.He looked at the boy.I'll get over if anything comes, he said.I know how to drive.I just cant see.Yessir.Who you work for?Mac McGovern.Old Mac.He's one of the good'ns.Aint he?Yessir.He is.You'd wear out a Ford pickup truck findin a better.Yessir.I believe I would.Got a mare down.Young mare.Tryin to foal.You leave anybody with her?My wife's at the house.At the barn, I should say.They drove.The rain slashed over the road in the lights and the wipers rocked back and forth over the glass.We'll be married sixty years April twentysecond.That's a long time.Yes it is.It dont seem like it, but it is.She come out here with her family from Oklahoma in a covered wagon.Got married we was both seventeen.We went to Dallas to the exposition on our honeymoon.They didnt want to rent us a room.Didnt neither one of us look old enough to be married.There aint been a day passed in sixty years I aint thanked God for that woman.I never done nothin to deserve her, I can tell you that.I dont know what you could do.BILLY PAID HIS TOLL at the booth and walked across the bridge.The boys along the river beneath the bridge held up their buckets on poles and called out for money.He walked down Juárez Avenue among the tourists, past the bars and curioshops, the shills calling to him from the doorways.He went into the Florida and ordered a whiskey and drank it and paid and went out again.He walked up Tlaxcala to the Moderno but it was closed.He tapped and waited under the green and yellow tiled arch.He walked around the side of the building and looked in through a broken corner in one of the barred windows.He could see the small light over the bar at the rear of the building.He stood in the rain looking out down the street where it lay in a narrow corridor of shops and bars and lowbuilt houses.The air smelled of dieselsmoke and woodfires.He went back to juárez Avenue and got a cab.The driver looked at him in the mirror.Conoce el White Lake?Sí.Claro.Bueno.Vámonos.The driver nodded and they pulled away.Billy sat back in the cab and watched the bleak streets of the bordertown pass in the rainy afternoon light.They left the paved road and went out through the mud roads of the outlying barrios.Vendors' burros piled high with cordwood turned away their heads as the taxi passed splashing through the potholes.Everything was covered with mud.When they pulled up in front of the White Lake Billy got out and lit a cigarette and took his billfold from the hip pocket of his jeans.I can wait for you, the driver said.That's all right.I can come in and wait.I might be a while.What do I owe you?Three dollars.You dont want me to wait for you?No.The driver shrugged and took the money and rolled the window back up and pulled away.Billy put the cigarette in his mouth and looked at the building there at the edge of the barrio between the mud and cratewood hovels and the pleated sheetiron walls of the warehouse.He walked on to the rear of the place and turned up the alley past the warehouse and knocked at the first of two doors and waited.He flipped the butt of the cigarette into the mud.He'd reached to knock at the door again when it opened and the old criada looked out.As soon as she saw him she tried to shut the door but he shoved it back open and she turned and went scuttling down the hallway with one hand atop her head crying out.He shut the door behind him and looked down the hall [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]